i havent told any of my friends but last night i cut myself for the first time i wore a dress today so it didnt look like i did but that the reason when they told me to tae off my leggings i did i didnt want to disappoint them or scare them away 

so on friday i walked away from u guys u guys thought there was something rong with me i said i just wanted to see my mom i havent seen her for a while the truth i found out that u guys are better off with out me im tired of make up soo many lies 

In my theatre class today I was trying to tell my so called friend about how i might be in love and she goes I dnt wanna hear about it and i said Fine and After wards wen i was just day dreaming to my self and thinking about the guy she comes up to me and goes ok just tell me U xpect me to tell u after u wer rude to me and said u didnt want to hear it and then She thouht it was nice to sit away from me thinking i would sit their like a loner Think agen I had a good V-day got to tlk 2 the kid i like. <3

To many people Do this and Get a named put upon them Emo. Not everyone Blacks Their eyes Not everyone Cuts themselves If their emo. 

today i was in english and we were writing pomes bout thing i wrote one on how my mom and dad divorced i almost cried i was ways thought i was the cause of the divorced but it was true it was me if only i would have broken up the fights they would have still be together 

so i wasnt happy today all my friends notice when we got home on gmail or fb they asked me wat rong with me i told dem my dad is gettin married soon so one of my friends asked me nd i told her she was like y do u care dont u hate ur dad yes i hate my dad but it doesnt me i shouldnt care if he gets married i mean do u no how bad i felt when she asked me y i care i mean it my dad i might hate him but it doesnt mean i shouldnt care hes gettin married 

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